strange weekend.

This weekend was so odd - I don't know why. It was good having College BFF here for a bit - she was there to keep me company for my party, since most of my friends couldn't attend. Today I cleaned up from the party and ran errands. Outside of that, I've been watching a lot of television and doing some reading. I'm looking forward to having two weeks off for the holidays. I just have to get through this week.

I'm looking forward to the New Year. Now that I'm not in school anymore, January really is beginning to feel like the start of a new year, a fresh beginning. It used to be that fall had that connotation for me, but now that I am in the "real world" it's different. I'm ready for the changes that I need to make in my life, although I'm so scared. Of what, I'm not really sure. Maybe I'm afraid that I'm not going to be happy or that I'll always feel like something is off, but I'm hoping to shake that fear.

A whole bunch of stuff happened with TG recently, but oddly enough, I don't feel like talking about it or dwelling on it. I've had other things on my mind lately. To keep it short and sweet, he's just been contacting me a lot more and wanting to talk for hours and saying some borderline inappropriate things (one of which was in reference to my chest). It's really odd, but I don't really have much to say on the matter. I guess I don't really care. Hmm, how about that?

My goal today is to really get a good crack at my list and handle all of my business before tomorrow morning. I just have to get through 5 days and then it's home free for the next two weeks. =)