We'll see. I'm afraid I'll act like an idiot or a slut. However, I'm leaning moreso toward acting like an idiot because I'm too ill to be slutty. I hate dating. HATE HATE HATE it. I just hope this goes well and that he's normal and that he likes me and that he's not all weird or freaky or clingy or aloof. Just nice and normal. Cuz I need nice and normal. I hope he thinks I'm pretty =\ or at least not ugly. I'm just ready to be done with all of this.
Note: I'm sorry if I sound like I'm going to throw myself off a cliff. I'm just not feeling well. I need this vacation like you wouldn't believe.