The best thing about this trip was getting out of my own head a little - I barely had any time to think. Of course, now that that's over, I want to plan my next life adventure and take a long hard look at what needs to change. Some things running through my head:
- I need to lose weight and get healthier. I need to stop drinking like a fish. These are all priority numero uno when I'm back in SF.
- TOJ. I'm trying to figure out what to do with him. I'm happy - really happy - about the way things are going, but sometimes I just have these little nagging insecurities. I think where I've netted out for now is that I just want to enjoy the ride with him. I don't want to put pressure on things or go crazy about the "relationship" - I just want to take things as they come. I'll talk more about this in a later post, but I think that he is good for me and the way he approaches relationships is good for me. It's very low-drama and high-honesty. I think I need that.
- Sex education - I've been slacking on my game. I'm volunteering with SFSI, though, for their spring class, so that's a plus. I need to get my head back in that game.
- Blogging - I really want to start a new venture, but I'm so torn as to what it should be. Should it be sex education-focused? Or maybe I want to be a local blogger - talking about SF and things to do around town. Then there's the whole 'twenty-something navel-gazing' blogging that I do here - maybe I want to amp it up a bit. I've also been thinking a lot about all these Martha Stewart wannabes that are around my age, blogging pictures of home decor and fancy meals. I know I could never do that (nor do I want to), but I keep thinking of a productivity/organization blog for the disorganized, chaotic 20-something. It's an idea I'm floating around.
Anyhow, I'm going to go eat my last supper, which will consist of Torchy's tacos, Hey Cupcake!, and Amy's ice cream. Goodbye, food! I will miss you!