I just checked my calendar and I have no travel coming up until Memorial Day Weekend, when I go away for Commencement. SO happy that I get to just sit back and enjoy San Francisco and my friends and rehabbing my life before I go back to see people I haven't seen in years. I love my job (when it's not being mucked up by petty bullshit), but it exhausts me sometimes to do all of this traveling. I'm happy to have a glorious 5 weeks to start working on me without the distractions of skipping off to Montana or Vegas.
I have a few projects I want to work on. Doing an audit of my finances, knocking out my credit card debt, and getting rid of unnecessary expenses (Netflix) and not using Uber every damn day. It's time to hit the gym again *hard* - my goal is to go at least once a day, if not twice. Eating better and not drinking my face off every night. I'm sure I can do it for at least a month. I want to start writing more and really putting my ideas on paper (or Google Doc, as it were). I have 5 weeks to get started on these projects - that seems like enough time to make a few dents. This also may be the longest I go without traveling for the rest of the year!
One thing I don't want to focus on is dating. I just really don't have a desire to go back online and do that whole OKCupid thing. I think I might delete my profile tomorrow. For whatever reason, that's just not where my head is at right now. I kind of don't care about boys or sex with boys, for the first time in a long time. I want to bring it back to me for a little bit and focus on my own needs for a while. I can't really explain it, but I just feel this overwhelming sense that life is going to be okay, that my love life is going to be okay, and it will be waiting for me when I'm ready to return to it. I have faith that things will turn out as they should, without me being a control freak about it.
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