Thursday, May 10, 2012

random thoughts as i writhe in pain.

Working from home is awesome. I love my bi-weekly therapy sessions, although I have no idea what I want to talk about this week. Maybe my discontent at my job. Maybe the fact that I can't decide if I'm at peace or annoyed with the fact that I'm not getting laid right now. Maybe my ridiculous stomach pains that are starting to get worse. Arg, I don't know!

Anyhow, I am starting to get crazy excited for reunion. I miss Providence SO much - I already have a huge list of all the shit I have to do in the 2.5 days I'll be there. Creperie, Kartabar cocktails, GCB, Campus Dance. I miss college so much sometimes that it's painful. I'm excited to relive it for a weekend! Plus, I get some New York time afterwards and then a wedding. Only two more weeks!

Last night, I went to Wicked Grounds to meet the board of the organization I'm volunteering for. It's a kink-friendly, BDSM cafe. Sadly, there were no massages or human pets there that evening, but I still had a fun time. I think this whole sex ed volunteer thing is going to be ridiculously good and healthy for me. I met two of the board members last night - this cute couple. They are so sweet! It was nice to get out and do something different from the normal routine. I kind of want to take this year to really do the things I want to do and explore. Doing things that make me happy and help me grow! It'll also give me more stories!

Finally finished Fifty Shades of Grey. Meh. Not all that impressed. I just wasn't compelled by it at all. Some of the sex stuff was hot, but after learning all about BDSM and kink in class, the book seemed kind of fetish-lite. Sometimes I do fear that all this sex ed stuff is going to jade me. I've seen and heard a lot of things most people will probably never get any kind of exposure to. I'm still going to read the other two books, though. Because I'm a pop culture whore who needs to be on top of everything.

Anyway, just needed a little distraction from work. Back to the grind =)

2 comments:

Elle said...

I've read all 3 books and became obsessed with Christian Grey. The guy likes to beat little brown haired girls that look like his mother and I'm still drawn to him. Maybe it's because I would give an arm and a leg for a sex life that exciting. But then I know that's not true because I don't think I'd like the Red Room of Pain. You may have guessed that this book has given me serious issues. I've had to read trashy chick lit and watch a rom com to get my head straight again!

Cleopatra Jones said...

@Elle - haha, i want to know more about him, but i expected to be more shocked by the sex (not that i'm having any sex right now... lol)