Saturday, June 16, 2012

bo-ring.

I'm kind of bored with life right now, but in a weird way. I'm not miz or anything - I'm actually quite happy - but I just feel like nothing is going on, hence me not writing as much. I'm job searching like crazy, but other than that, things are pretty stagnant. I get up, go to work, come home, hang with friends/volunteer/watch copious amounts of DVR, go to bed, and then repeat. Throw in some traveling for events for good measure and that's my life. It's oddly calm and you know how much I like action and excitement, so I feel a little bit dull.

I deleted my OKCupid profile the other day. Thank goodness! I'm not really in the mood to be man-hunting right now. I did take one last look at TOJ's profile and he lives in Oakland now. Good riddance to bad rubbish! Outside of that, I just don't really feel like putting in any effort when it comes to men. If shit falls in my lap, that would be awesome, but I'm not looking for anything. I'm too tired. I don't know how women do this shit for long periods of time. I couldn't even make it to 30 without throwing in the towel, so kudos to everyone else who clearly has more patience with it than I do. I'm not even that sexually frustrated. Maybe I'm dying? =)

I'm going to Montana tomorrow and I've been useless today. I was in a bad mood this morning about something and my plans changed so I went to Booksmith and did a Whole Foods run instead of the brunch/movie plans. Now I'm packing up some clothes for tomorrow's 9am flight. Fuck me! Who wants to fly at 9am on a Sunday morning, especially when there's a party tonight? I sometimes think my job is deliberately trying to test my nerves.

Anyhow, I should probably clean up my apartment before I get little critters running around. Happy weekend!

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