I am still crazy exhausted from my east coast trip, but I'm trying to get it all under control. I had an amazing reunion dinner with friends last night, which was fun. I miss my SF peoples when I am away! The rest of the week looks good - I'm having drinks with a new SF transplant on Thursday (I hope she's cool!) and then a Napa trip with the Y Crew this weekend. Work has been... well, busy. I have so many events on my plate right now and it's insane. I've lost a lot of the spark I initially had about what I do, which worries me.
I plan on talking a lot more about my job restlessness tomorrow, but it's definitely been part of what's preoccupying my mind. I wonder if I'll ever figure out what I want to be when I grow up. I guess I shouldn't beat myself up too much, since most people my age have had multiple job changes by this time. That doesn't make me feel any better about not knowing what I want out of life, though.
I need to get back into an exercise groove soon, so I can lose some weight. I'm trying to eat better and drink less, which is going okay so far. I just really need to amp up my fitness - walking to work, hitting the gym. I feel like I want to be selfish for a little bit and focus on myself and making myself better. Reading, writing, buying things that make me happy. Nice little touches to improve my life. I'm hoping to be in an even better place at the end of the year than I am now. I'm pretty happy with most aspects of my life at the given moment - just need a little push to make some more advances.
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