first big test.

I'm kind of hyperventilating right now. I have my first big event that I'm managing on my own in exactly one month. I have no idea how we're going to get it all done by then. It's for a product we haven't even launched yet and I'm so damn nervous! My boss leaves for Chile on Wednesday and won't be back until the actual event. Yikes! I am truly on my own. I'm excited about it, but terrified. This is my chance to prove myself and I cannot muck it up. I have to be focused and dedicated on the task at hand for the next 30 days. I am really looking forward to the challenge, though. It feels good to be frightened about something. I haven't felt nerves like this since SXSW and that ended up being a successful event. Let's hope this one follows suit. I feel like I'm really starting on my path.