Well, not really. After spending yesterday sick and wallowing around, I decided I cannot play any games today. I need to get shit done. I get so angry with myself sometimes because I have these little melancholies that render me unable to really deal with people, so I shut myself away, stay off of social media and just sleep the whole day away. I'm not really sure what causes them and they're always short-lived (well, except for my whole freshman year of college... lol), but I don't know if they're healthy or not. Maybe I just need the extra time to myself, but I hate how crippling it makes me feel when it happens. There's just a complete disregard for reality or responsibility and I just succumb to the darkness for the 24-72 hours that it takes over. Oh, well... most days I'm a perfectly normal human being, so I suppose it's not that bad.
Operation: Get My Shit Together is in full effect. I had terrible dreams last night about finding the proper aerialist for my event (yes, this is what event planners stress about). This morning I awoke to a flood of emails about the event. Gotta love working over the weekend. I'm excited, though. This event will be good for me. I'm already plowing away on my list and have finished almost 20% of it and it's not even noon. Yay!
Happy Sunday!
2 comments:
I need recovery time all the time, though my need for it comes more often and are less shorter lived. We all need extrovert/introvert balance, I think.
Think of it as a recharge. :)
Lor
@Lorraine - yeah, i definitely feel better after taking a weekend off!
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