random smattering of thoughts.

I'm tired and debating going to sleep at 9pm, so this is going to be random.

Just got back from Vegas - fun with my team as per usual! I also saw the two most baller suites in the Venetian/Palazzo. My job makes me wish I was rich. The life I could be living!

Date on Sunday was okay. It was weird - we discovered that we both went to Brown. He was a nice guy - he talked more than I do! Which is insane, because no one talks more than I do. I think it was a good foray into the dating world, but I don't think it was a true connection or anything like that. I'm just glad he was relatively normal and sane. Although, homeboy did tell me that he doesn't have a shower, only a claw foot bathtub. I can't imagine living a life with a daily bath. It sounds so Victorian England. Also, could you imagine sleeping over and then the next morning at his place you take a bath? I don't know about all that.

I drunkenly texted TOJ last night and was like "So are we still hanging out on Wednesday or what?" SUPER FUCKING BITCHY. Whatevs. He told me he skipped a work trip to keep our "date" and he wants to take me to dinner to a cuisine of my choosing. So he's picking me up from the station at 8pm tomorrow. Good sweet Lord Jesus, help me. I don't even want to talk about it right now. I'll fill you in on Thursday.

I weighed myself in the hotel and I just feel super depressed and hate everything about my body. So of course, I come home and binge eat because that's super healthy. Today was the first time I considered throwing up everything I had eaten and then realized that wasn't the answer. I need to work on this because clearly it's gotten out of control. More gym, more salads, less self-loathing. Sigh. I'm also consoling myself with my co-worker's favorite saying - "There's no gym for the face." I like my face.

My five year anniversary at my company just passed! I can't believe it - it's been a wild ride. A job transfer, three cross-country moves, and a major career change. It's been a long, strange journey, but I fucking love every minute of it. I wonder where I'll be five years from now.

Okay, now it's time for me to get into the season finale of Pretty Little Liars. =)